I’m stuck between wanting:
1. A long lasting relationship with my soulmate who supports me and protects me and is my partner and we are completely bad ass together and in love
2. Wanting to have casual sex and rip out the heart of everyone person I meet
3. Being independent and having a loyal dog while I’m married to my career
It scares me how accurate this is.
I’m alone like 75% of the time and I’m so tired of it
But I have too much pride to ask for help so I just get sad and do nothing about it
Sometimes I just really wish I was someone else.